Monday, December 15, 2008

Finals, Christmas, Winter...

I have lots of final things to do for school. Its very stressful and I dont think I can keep up. This is the last week and even if everything doesnt get done I guess I did my best for everything that has gone on this semester for me.

Christmas is 10 days away! my 21st birthday is only 15 days away!!! I still have done little xmas shopping and dont know when I will get it done.

I have a presentation today to do for english where the unfortunate 8 people in my class have to listen to me ramble for 30 minutes about Katherine Paterson the author. I dont feel well at all (go figure) and I have to talk in front of everyone all by myself.

My grandpa is in the hospital for breathing issues. =[ I havent heard from him yet on how he is doing and what they found out. He has been there for 2 days... I know that soon he has to get a stint(sp) put into one of his arteries so that it doesnt palpitate or close, but I hope that he is ok from that. Its going to suck if my grandpa is in the hospital for christmas. Especially since he already told my sister he isnt going to make it to christmas... =[

Finals, Christmas, Winter...

Monday, December 8, 2008

tickets dont teach me anything...

I got a ticket the other day for speeding on my way to csc-102. But I dont think it taught me anything other than to be more observant when I'm speeding so that cops dont see me speed. I was speeding this morning to class also so even though I got the ticket it didn't really stop me from speeding any other time. The only thing that sucks is I'm gonna have to just give away money on the 5th of January because of my ticket. =[

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Projects

I have so many projects to do for the end of the semester and still have to do all of my xmas shopping... Im starting to be really stressed out from it all. And the pbwiki thing im not even sure if we are still doing it. Im so confused. haha. Anyways today im cold and just trying to get through the day. oh its gonna be a rough one I can tell already.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Harrassment

Someone has been harrassing me for the past two or three days. She used to be my friend and obviously now isnt. She is a lesbian, but who says you cant be friends with lesbians if your a girl... anyways... she apparently started having a crush on me and was writting blogs about me and putting up my pics on her myspace calling me "her girl" which is not the case. I am straight 100% but when I told her to take down the pictures and the blogs because it bothered me and i wasnt gay, she went crazy. She started messaging and commenting all of my friends saying that I am a lesbian and all this other stuff. she is even crazy enough to make up some stupid love story about us saying what we have and havent done. well the truth is we havent dont anything. She was my friend. I thought we had an understanding that I am straight, but she completely threw that out the window and is talking so much shit about me. Im so pissed and im not normally a violent person but I really want to knock her out. =[ She is posting bulletins about me and everything. I dont know what to do... its a bunch of bullshit and its pissing me off..... HELP!

Monday, December 1, 2008

The Traveler

Its a really cute book that I saw at starbucks. I bought it and read it and I suggest you all read it. Its short and cute. =]

Friday, November 28, 2008

Life and Death...

This thanksgiving I found out my sister is most likely going to have her baby within the next two weeks which is really exciting. His name is going to be Levi Cole Hilton and I think everyone in the family (especially his brother) is excited to meet him. But on the sad side... on thanksgiving day my grandpa pulled my sister aside and told her that he might not make it to christmas. =[ we all told him that he is going to live a lot longer than that. He has been really sick lately but I hope that he said that just out of frustration from the pain and not from the doctors telling him thats the case. I wish he didnt have to suffer though. =[ so this december definately will have some happiness in it with a new life begining but theres the chance of sadness with a great life possibly ending. blah. sorry its such a sad blog

Monday, November 24, 2008

Haircuts

I finally got y hair cut... its soo short.. for me anyways. i cant even put it in a pony tail. =[ haha. ive had mixed responses about it. Some people miss my long hair. Other people say its a change for the better and I look more mature. Then some like how light it is and others like it darker. I think i want it a little darker. Eh. Its just hair. If i decide to change it... it always grows back.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Hair... It can always grow back

I want to get my hair cut. Its time for change. not just in my hair style but i really just want to change it. Its long and gets in my way and blah. Plus I attract the wrong type of people. Maybe if I cut my hair and look older or more mature, better guys or mature guys will like me. Plus Ill be 21 in december.... change just seems good right now.... any ideas?

Thursday, November 20, 2008

I < / 3 NY

I cant wait to leave! Im applying tonight at Baltimore International College so that I can leave this state and persue a dream of mine. Becoming a pastry chef. I want to make all the pretty wedding cakes an yummy candy that I see on food network. So im applying at BIC for their associates degree in baking and pastry and who knows I may eventually go on to get my bachlors in culinary management. But all I know is if I could I would be out of this state by spring.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

=[

My friend is sad or grumpy or something today. Just not in a good mood. It makes me sad because I dont know how to help him. I think he should let me know whats wrong so I can try to make him smile. =/

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Snow...

Its pretty on the trees and grass and swirling lightly in the air, but I hate it when its on the roads. It makes me angry and gives me anxiety because I am always scared Im going to get in a car accident even if I go very slow. And I hate having to wake up super early so that I can drive slow and make it on time where im going. Its just frustrating.

Other than the snow something that frustrates me is college. Not like classes and friends because I actually like school. What bothers me is when I went to the admissions, registrar and center for advicement to figure out how to be a part of their new hotel and resort program tied with paul smith college and none of them knew what I was talking about. They had no advice for me and sent me round in circles. Their best answer is that I have to apply at paul smith itself first. which is going to suck because its going to be that much harder to get into classes for the spring which I had been planning on all semester.... Im thinking im gonna go somewhere else now. Maybe Baltimore... Any ideas?

Monday, November 17, 2008

Birthday Card for a friend

I made a card for my friend Tony this weekend.. I mentioned it in a previous blog I think. Anyways I think it turned out awesome.... it had to be chopped up in pics in order for me to get close enough to see the details but here it is:



Friday, November 14, 2008

So Tired...

I havent had much luck with sleeping lately. I think its because of stress with how much I need to get done and not having that much time to accomplish it. I just got done taking a spanish exam and I literally was falling asleep as I was reading it. Normally Im one of the first out of class on exam days and today I was one of the few left at the end. Not because the exam was hard but because I could not keep my eyes open. What sucks even more is that I have to work until 1130 tonight and wont be getting home until after midnight tonight just to wake up and work at 8am the next morning. Something exciting that I am doing however is making a birthday card for a friend. I hope they like it. I will post pictures after it is finished and given to them because I think they know my blogger address and dont want to ruin the suprise. well Im gonna go take a nap on a friends couch before class. Enjoy your day.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Rainy days =[

They are cold and depressing. But on the bright side my friend Whit showed me pics that she took of me at the begining of the semester for her photo class. They are pretty neat and I asked her for a copy. This is all I have for now of them though:


Monday, November 10, 2008

blahh

Im not sure what to write but I know I have to write on here as much as possible. Making a webpage is very difficult. Well its not very difficult, just a pain in the butt to remember everything. and I definately get frustrated when I forget something as little as a > or I add a space when there shouldnt be and then a whole section of my page doesnt show up. its frustrating. haha. Well thats all for now. sorry its short but I really dont know what to talk about. I dont feel good and Im going to take a nap.
Sweet dreams

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Oh Politics.....

I hate politics. Im sorry if people think im unpatriotic for not voting today but I absolutely hate politics. Im not registered to vote and thats ok by me. I've already been yelled at by people coming into work, family and friends for not choosing to vote but even if I did register to vote today... I wouldn't know who to vote for. Sure lots of people are for Obama but on the other hand a lot of people I know are telling me I should vote for McCain..... oh and I've also heard how they are both terrible choices but to choose McCain because he is the "lesser of two evils." Well I hate politics and avoid the conversations at all costs. So I dont watch the news about the candidates, I dont discuss their goals or plans, I dont pay attention when either the Presidential candidates or their running mates have a debate, and therefore have no choice over who is better what so ever. So.... even if I were to vote today (had I been registered) my vote wouldnt be based on their plans and what would be better for me and my family... It would be based on what other people tell me I should do. I would be voting for whoever my family said is better because I dont have an opinion.


Everyone who voted.... Good for you hopefully you all make a good decision, but stop telling me I have to go vote... Im not going to... and it will not be bringing me down at all.

have a good day.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Snow and cold weather

I was born in December and used to love the snow and demanded it on my birthday.... now I hate it. Its too cold out today and I was sad to see the little bit of snow we got. My car has no heat so I freeze for an hour every day driving back and forth from class. I love heat. Not sticky heat but I love to be warm... My room is usually 75 or hotter at all times if possible.... I need to get my car fixed so I dont freeze.... Then maybe I'll like the snow like I used to.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Work...

Sucks! well I love working at Starbucks but recently I just don't want to go in and I dread having to work.... Maybe its because of the chain game when a manager has something to talk to you about and instead tells ten other people first..... or the fact that I'm always stuck on drive thru which is making me sick. Literally. I think I'm getting a cold. Or maybe its the woderful way that when I'm on drive thru I have to clean all the dishes and just clean random things and the solutions we use and towels we use dry out my skin and/or eat at my skin and now on two of my knuckles I now have a wonderful burning skin irritation. It dried out my skin and caused it to crack then the wonderful chemicals we use get into the cuts and turn it all red and sore. Oh and those towels... a weird material that snags on dry skin and rips like sandpaper.... Sounds gross I know. Luckily it doesnt look too bad. Its just red and with some cuts. But still. Im headed into work now and not looking forward to it at all.... All I can think of is how happy I will be when I am clocking out for the night. I cant wait for Saturday (its my only day off this week). Well I hope your day is going to be better than mine...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Crafts


I like to scrapbook and do various crafts. Recently I have been going to workshops with my mom for the Stampin Up groups. Theres one workshop that is anything but a card, where you make different things like candy holders, photo abums, cd cases and so on but never a card. There is another group where all you learn to make is cards for various occassions... Well now I'm in this kick where I like making different things. My first craft I did that I thought up all on my own (minus the template on how to actually make the item) was a miniture book that you could add pictures, quotes, little notes to, etc and give to someone. I was pretty proud of it. So here it is...


Did this really just happen?

I was at work last night and when I walked from the back room to the lobby (at Starbucks) I had to ask myself if what I just saw really had happened. A man had come storming into the store and was yelling towards the registers saying "Have all your shit out of the house by the time I get home!" I couldnt believe it and for a minute thought I misheard him and really Penny (my shift manager) had just really upset a customer. I found out a little bit later that what I had heard was right and the angry man was yelling at the lady customer that was at the register. She had come in with a man who I thought was her boyfriend or husband. But that was the problem.. he wasnt. The man who had come in and yelled at her was the husband and she had showed up at Starbucks with this mystery man. The lady and her mystery man stood in Starbucks for a good hour while she was on the phone fighting with I'm assuming was the husband. Micah, another co-worker who was making drinks, had said that when the husband came in Micah was making a drink and thought he had broke the espresso machine because something had hit him and fallen to the floor. What it really was was the husband had thrown his wedding band at the lady as he said to get her things out of his house and had bad aim and it really hit Micah. Micah didnt know what to do and was in shock like me, Penny and any other customer in the store, so he just picked up the ring and handed it to the lady. Eventually the mystery man got in a car and left alone and the lady went the other direction.

Haha.... oh the drama that happens at Starbucks. =P I can finally say I dont always miss the good stuff that happens.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Credit Cards, Cellphone Bills & Cars

I hate all three =[ I paid double the minimum payment due for my credit card this past week because it was due today and when I called to make sure the money transfer went through, the card company had said they didnt recieve it yet!

Then with my cellphone bill... I have to pay it by the end of the week. Blah. I have the money for it, but I have to wait until my dad pays me back for buying some things for him in town. And as with most bills, its not the best timing to have it due.

Finally my car... Its a piece of junk... Its been broken since day one it seems. I recently had to get a new alternator, battery, water pump, and holding tank put in. And it cost a lot =[ And I still have no heat in my car which I have been trying to get fixed since last september.... Its cold driving to school damn it! And I spend way too much money on gas driving to school and work everyday.

I really need one of these:
money tree Pictures, Images and Photos
Anyone know where I can find one?
oh well... for now I'll just keep wishing money really grew on trees...

Bed & Breakfast

Ive mentioned my parents B&B in the yahoo group and also on here before. Will asked what B&B I was talking about, so here is a link to their site. Its nothing to exciting but here you are if your interested...

http://www.foxinnbandb.com

They have owned it since January 2000 (I was in 6th grade) and are actually trying to sell it now because all the kids are gone and its a lot of work for just my mom and stepdad.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

My Movie Review For Quarantine

The movie Quarantine was terrible. It wasnt scary at all and if anything made me feel dizzy and sick to my stomach because of the camera view. It was filmed from the viewpoint of an actual camera man that was an actor in the movie. They were filming the life of a firefighter for tv and it ended up going wrong. It was a bad mix of the filming style from the Blair Witch Project mixed with a similar plot line to 28 Days Later or any movie where an unidentified disease starts in an animal and gets spread from person to person by the infected attacking the non-infected. It made me so dizzy from all of the movement of the camera. It was dropped on the floor, pushed around, held while the cameraman was running, even used as a murder weapon to one of the "infected". Even if I looked at the wall to take my eyes off of the screen I still got dizzy from seeing so many changes in lighting because of how the camera was moved. I actually ended up leaving before the end of the movie because I felt that if I stayed any longer I was going to throw up from being so dizzy.

If anyone was thinking about seeing this movie I suggest you think again. It should have a motion sickness warning to the viewers rather than the R rated warning.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Friday Morning...

I should be excited about getting my paycheck today but I dont feel well and really just want to go back to bed.

Guests checked in last night at my parents bed and breakfast... They are pretty strange. After school I get to go there and clean their room and leave them little candies on their pillow.... how fun.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Busy Week

This week is only half over and I have already had a busy week. I
handed an eighteen page paper in to my english teacher, unpacked a lot of boxes
at my house, had a couple tests, was introduced to more projects that I will
have to do soon, read chapters and chapters of information for school,
etc. I also have the responsibility of taking care of the Bed & Breakfast that my family owns while my mom and her husband are in Boston for the week working at a food show. This involves greeting guests, helping them when they have questions or anything, checking the websites emails, calling people back that have called and left messages throughout the day, taking down reservations, getting the mail, changing over the rooms, checking people out, cleaning, cleaning and more cleaning, taking care of my moms pets, etc. Oh and still have time to do homework and go to my job. And to top it all off the new medicine my doctor put me on for my heart problems and anxiety is making me not feel well.

I don't know what else to write in here besides venting about my stressful week, so I'm done for now. bye.


Monday, October 13, 2008

First post on Blogger

This is my first blogger post for the class. I dont like how many new accounts, passwords and addresses I have to remember. Its frustrating. That is all.